Friends don't last so yeah, whatever. They either ditch you for someone else or stop talking to you for no reason. Pfft, bestfriends forever my butt -.- ;; . Nothing happened really. I just feel like saying all that for some reason.

Well, New Moon tomorrow. Not as excited as I was before and I don't know why. Mentally slapped myself a couple of times and I still don't know why. Hopefully, Soffy can go out tomorrow. She's going out with her Soulmate J today and I don't think she can go out tomorrow (since she's going out today and all) but I'll cross my fingers and pray. I'm dead bored. Not desperate to go out but yeah, I'm bored.

Jaesuchun flew to Japan already. I wonder when Homin will. They're performing together in Japan tomorrow and I am extremely excited. No, more than that. I can't even put to words how happy I am to see all 5 of them together again.


This post is ridiculously boring. I feel so sad for some reason -.-

Veeni: Fy, can I borrow your dvd? Any dvd?
Me: Nope *laughs*
Veeni: Why!?
Me: because I'm a selfish b***h

P/s: I say 'yeah' a lot these days. It's a disease so, yeah. Bah! See what I mean?

10:05 AM
Okay, before you say the title is irrelevant and doesn't make any sense. Read. I was bored (still am) and had nothing to do so I went to eBay and looked for wigs. I was browsing and BOOM! Lol, I can be so random at times. I mean come on! Wigs at 4 in the morning? What was I thinking? XD. Anyway..

Puahahahahahahaha! *dieslaughing* Okay, whatever you do don't buy wigs from that guy/girl. I don't think he/she has that wig! *continueslaughing*. If he/she does, then.. whoa? Teehee. I still can't believe that seller's using Jaejoong's picture though XD. 88 friggin' bucks?! Well, should be higher. Jaejoong's hairstyle is priceless :D . At least the seller's right about one thing..Jaejoong is drop dead gorgeous!

4:38 AM
Mama awards was epic despite the fact that my dad whined and yapped about how all the boys looked like girls. Yada yada yada. He annoys me every time I watch anything related to Korea and I'd end up crying or banging something really really hard but I didn't this time. Well, I almost threw my phone but I didn't. (I love my phone la k? It's not like I'll get a new one for breaking it into pieces anyway -.-)

I didn't get to watch the last 30 minutes of the award show though, because the old man wanted to watch football. Bleh, anyway.. I was watching and texting Veeni and I was like why are they showing all these lame artists? I was getting bored and BOOM! They showed DBSK in Japan and how popular they are bla bla bla. A millisecond after that I started crying. I was so happy, I cried. Then I called Veeni.. we started screaming, I continued crying and boom! Jaesuchun came out to take the award. I couldn't stop crying. It was an instant reaction, really. I felt happy but sad at the same time so yeah, I cried.


Their speech was heartbreaking. The all looked like they wanted to cry. Especially, Jae. His face was so sad and he even paused and smirked in a I'm-trying-really-hard-not-to-cry way and continued his speech. *sigh*


and now SME's being a female dog. They said the three of them had no right to accept the award. Wtcow? Give Jaesuchun a break. Gah, so much drama going on D: . I don't wanna think about it anymore.

P/s: I wanna see them together again but I'm willing to wait. I don't care how long it takes.

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4rpnEBBUr0&feature=player_embedded

12:49 AM
Kate was telling me how much fun she's having in Australia and she made me jealous. The last time I went on a vacation was in 2007! (I think) and it was short. I'm not quite sure when but years ago. My dad's too busy and would rather go on vacation alone anyway.

Anyway, Joey and I stayed up until like 9 in the morning. We chatted for a little more than 3 hours and it was nice, lol. We got to know more about each other and I unconsciously revealed one of my secrets to her. Not a big deal I suppose. Oh, she accidentally revealed a secret as well but I promised her I will keep that secret like my own. I will, don't worry.


What else should I yap about? How broke I am? Nah, I'm always broke. Hmm, should I yap about the 20 bucks I got from my dad for massaging him. Well, I used half of the money already. Should I yap about how hungry I am? or how much I love the holidays but hate staying home and sit in front of the computer for more than 8 hours doing the same thing over and over again? Facebook, roller coaster kingdom, farmville, pet society, happy aquarium, stalk fan sites, eBay, online shopping, chat, read blogs. Boring, I know.

I shall stop now, I'm too hungry to think. What? I slept and 2pm and woke up 7 hours later. I usually sleep for 12 hours people but Soffy decided to send me this bubble message thingy and woke me up in a middle of a very weird dream. So yeah, here I am blogging.

P/s: New Moon! *squeals* You guys excited? I know I am XD.

9:27 PM
Break out is driving me nuts! I heard the teaser yesterday and I swear, it's still on repeat. 15 seconds of pure perfection. I wonder what the video's gonna be like. The single is due to release on the 27th of January next year. A day after Jae's birthday. Gosh, I want more! 15 seconds isn't enough >.<. Well, I'm sure it's gonna be a hit :D. I preordered the single already. Make sure you get yourself a copy too, lol.




9:57 AM
I can't describe how I feel right now. I guess it's a mixture of annoyed, pissed off, sad and amused. Try combining them. I feel shitty. Yup that's it. I feel shitty. Shitty with a capital S.

It's been going on for ages and god knows how hard I've been trying to ignore everything but I am a human being. I have my limits, you know? I'm tired and sick of everything. I feel like crying and laughing at the same time. Not good. I hate crying. That creature is not worth my tears anyway.

Where is my Soulmate when I need her? and where the cow is Soffy when I need her?
I am a wreck without those two. I pretty much tell them everything. From A to ..W, lol.

Anyway, thank you M. Thank you so much. You made me feel so much better. You don't suck anymore. I heart you M! I shall give you a big fat hug on our next outing. Yes, a really FAT one.

10:26 PM
I miss plurking. I miss spazzing. I miss Plurk family. What happened to us?

We're all doing our own thing now. One's busy with work and the other busy studying. What about the rest? Are you guys busy too? Plurk is extremely boring without the plurk family. I don't plurk as much I used to anymore. *sigh*

Anyway, I'm done emo-ing. Lol, school's over and I'm gonna miss all my friends. Kate is flying to Australia on her birthday and I'm stuck at home. Whoooo, how exciting -.-;; .

I can't believe I'm turning 16 next year. (The next thing you know I'd be old and married to a hairy guy with 3 kids.) Whoa, epic. Let's just hope I get to celebrate my birthday next year XD.



10:17 PM